weeknotes 32.42
omg time is really ticking until i turn 33, and i'm not gonna go down to monthly posts... i simply must do more with my life or switch up to have a Proper Format which encourages me to do something with my days off other than relax. but my birthday is a tuesday. do i do tuesday weeknotes and deviate from everyone else? i already post late anyways. does any of this even matter? (no) am i over-thinking this? (yes) or do i just need to reconsider what feels reasonable to post. sometimes i feel like word vomiting onto a doc because i might not have anything fun to share but i for sure have nonsense to share. its best to skim.
can a girl get a little sad rq at the start of the blog or do i need to set the vibe first? olive was acting differently on sunday and monday. low energy, didnt wanna eat, didnt want to jump. shes 12, i give her a pass for not wanting to jump. sometimes i see olive shaped depressions in my bedding or on the couch throw blankets/pillows (couching, if you will) and i get extremely sad. some days i'll touch to feel the residual warmth to know if she just got out of bed to greet me at the door. one day i will fluff out the last olive-bed she leaves and i wont realize it until its too late. this is an insane thought to have. but i have thought it for years, shes just a 12 year old puppy. we brought her to the vet for her $550 tummy ache.
now to continue the bumming out, time for my grandma update: shes on her 5th or 6th move? i've lost track now. basically in end of life care. i'm gonna stop updating because its bumming me out.
vibe: eating raspberries!! drinking jasmine tea!! summer!! its 100 degrees!! i hate it. watching/listening to a bunch of fuji rock sets. i hate music festivals but fuji rock always has such good lineups....
so its been a week... i considered watching the eva movies that were in theater but i didnt feel like spending money or time going out. my stupid coworker is on FMLA, again. for the 3rd time or 4th this year. which kind of made me regret not watching a movie because now i dont have time to go waste time on stupid shit.
lots of things happened, first of all, newjeans. crazy that i remember being in boston when the whole issue with ador was initially brought up i think we were at macys for a bathroom. then we went to george howell for coffee because it was across the street. i dont know how i feel because i'm happy they are back but not like this...
tour de france ended yesterday... good final km on the last stage. i told nick that i would be crazy to see a mountain stage while pogacar and jonas are still riding. which is basically top tier anime sportsmanship rivalry material. i should make him watch yowamushi pedal.
we had two birthdays at work and had cake on two separate days. i knew one got engaged and i was like "oh are we celebrating anything else?" and he had to admit he proposed to all of us lol.
anyways!! i went to the sf art book fair with rianne. we took the ferry in and both had a little giggle of it being the OA route. we ate at breadbelly which was sooo good. the shrimpwich was one of the best things ive eaten this year. we both got whatever the watermelon drink was, and split a kaya toast. breadbelly is reasonably hyped. at the art book fair i got a decotora book. its only in french and japanese. one line from an interview kind of stuck out cuz they asked "when did you get into decotora" and used γγγ and and you'd think that if someone was big into decotora you'd use ε€’δΈ instead?? its not wrong γγγ feels very young and gyaru hard to imagine a dude with a decotora say γγγ or thats just me. also ?? ζ°γ«γͺγ would've been the best way to ask that question?? whatever. i'm so annoying lol. but this is why translators matter!!! and i also got a book on frogs. because i love frogs.
anyways!!! i know i'm forgetting a lot. its driving me crazy that i cant remember what i wanted to talk about. but like an idiot i drove to work today and forgot my badge and just came home to wfh instead. so my brain just wasn't working today, i'm kind of tired now!! good night.