weeknotes 32.39
what a week!!!!!!!!! mostly bad!!
i know i'm posting this after midnight, so its technically tuesday but in my defense, time doesnt matter on mariah dot bearblog dot dev and i was out all day and i just got home. so im basically considering this to be on time because i havent slept so it still feels like monday.
so the week was mostly bad because of other people. not that anyone is at fault, but there are some times in your life that things happen to other people but that does influence your mood. so my grandma ended up having a bilateral stroke when she was in the hospital recovering from her partial hip replacement surgery. she was moved to her rehab facility now. one friend had an ectopic pregnancy and chose me of all people to talk to up until the moment she needed to actually prep for surgery. and one friend finally heard from her estranged husband and is finally able to proceed with divorce. i have a lot of Thoughts about this that i don't want to say on the internet. sometimes these darkass thoughts i have are best to be forgotten (after shit talking irl) but men really aint shit lol. glad both my friends have wonderful women in their lives, sucks that the men suck though. i also made the joke to someone that i can't hate men because my dads a man, and its a recurring joke i do but a man never understands. a lot of women get it though. its also my fault because of how i act. i want people to know most of what i'm doing is a bit.
fourth of july means volunteering at the fireworks booth!! i only went 3 days this year because of everything above. fun to sit around and chat shit all day. it was telas birthday so i baked him a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting, and several people requested the cherry almond cake so i made that the day after. i went on 4th of july. originally i was just gonna stop by to say hi, but ended up staying til the end and we sold out of nearly everything.
my moms birthday was the first, and the city also puts on fireworks that day, very close to my house. so some family came over to watch the fireworks from my house and had a mini party.
two weeks ago i posted a long post in the link section and if i cared enough i would go find the quote i'm attempting to talk about, but its about nature. if you read it you know what i mean. my coworker said that they have different owls in cambodia and then googles it and shows me the most stereotypical picture of an owl, and we said "thats a fucking owl". i almost died laughing. so it ended up being like a barn owl vs true owl situation. and then he complains that english is too generic and hes typing in khmer and pointing out the the letter differences. so its always fun to see things somewhat relevant appear in life after you see it once.
anyways, i'm too tired to share links, i had very little to share anyways... i want to post this to sleep...