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weeknotes 32.23

late post! yikes could i lie and retroactively post this, sure. but i love coming to terms with my failures. i even considered not posting but then i'll be a loser and its just the internet and it doesnt really matter.

okay the vibe is, i have worked 6 days a week, i am tired, and i'm listening to this. this past week was awful because of work. my phone screentime usage looks like someone who only uses their phone while they drive. and by the time i got home from work i was so tired that i did nothing but sleep. but my coworker was out, which means i did his job and my job. and my job is rarely time sensitive. so it gets pushed back, but his is not and unfortunately my job is my job and not his so i must continue my job also. am i making sense? but i did have my review for 2025, which was good!!! but not surprised since i achieved all my goals in like august and everything else i did was to keep myself busy. i keep self assigning projects with stupid amounts of team collaboration needed and trying to convince people that some weird abstract idea i have is Good, Actually. but i mean major projects like actual NPI, and not just things i hate and am fixing out of irritation and hatred. because i'm trying to work myself out of a job, and this is not a fear of AI, this is a hatred of menial and non-value added tasks.

it actually kind of sucks being busy at work because people are sick because i think spring in california is top tier. everything is green, and beautiful, i have very minor spring allergies and i'm wasting it away because of capitalism.

anyways, what the heck do i talk about when i worked 72 hrs in the last week?? like the highlight of my week was a freaking hot dog. i do love hot dogs though, and it was a good hot dog. and i think there was some things i think i wanted to mention but i forgot so it mustve not been that important. or its gossip and thats an in person thing and not a Public Blog thing. so Next Week (act like its not wednesday at 11 pm) BTS comeback livestream on saturday morning! and i think thats the best thing that will happen to me.

i'm going to call this the worst weeknotes i've made this far!! but were not even halfway through the year so it can get a lot worse!! look forward to that.