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why does a first post seem so important? whats the written equivalent to a fart noise? because thats what i actually want to post to get this out of the way.
do i talk about my 100% unique experience of being unhappy with the internet? i don't think its been talked about enough. i've talked about these things with multiple people, multiple times and only nathan has a somewhat optimistic point of view. the creation of this blog is solely his fault. i think it was a year ago that nick and i went to boston to visit him, sean and connor. we were in a guitar shop, nick was looking at pedals, and the rest of us were standing around talking and they and mentioned bearblog. and for reasons that are too irrelevant to explain i thought it was fitting.
so yeah, a year later and with no good ideas of what to post easily. only massive text and image heavy posts that will require a bit more thought. but that will prevent me from posting anything else until those are posted. and who knows how long that will take?? and then i look through other bearblogs and theyre cute, and i want that for me and thats just another mental task i can't take on right now.
i want to get the first blog post out of the way but i've "been too busy", and this time i may mean it because my coworker went from a 3 week PTO break to a 4 week LOA break requiring us to work like 5-6 (12s) a week instead of our 3-4 for 7 weeks... and its a known scam at work, and i support it as long as its not at my expense. and one week of LOA is acceptable and honestly expected... but 4?? come on bro.
but michela and i went to get brunch yesterday. and we met in CCD classes 15 years ago which only seems relevant to mention since the pope died just a few hours ago because he met anti-christ jd vance. and shes planning to go to japan and asked about things. we both think we travel similarly, and i mentioned how we should go to vancouver... so we might go to vancouver next month.
i don't know what else to say. i have things to do and i'm sadly one of those people who feel like the day was wasted if haven't managed to do 15 things before noon.
and its monday, the day i interrogate sean on his new job hunt